Holy bajeezus...hip hop is no JOKE. I have never worked out so hard in my entire life..We'll run around the track, then do a million crunches, lift weights, etc..keep in mind, that this is DANCE class, and not football practice..

I'm hecka out of shape..Hecka a lot of things...realizing so much.

So the whole "best dancer" in high school thing..HA. I feel so outdone here in Oakland. Everyone is mad good. I won't quit but man, this is QUITE an experience...I honestly feel like I'm on one of those reality tv shows like "dance life" where people are breaking down because it's too tough..crazy stuff goes on at practice..today was kinda, haha..well, interesting..

anyway, back to what i was saying though..it's def physically AND mentally draining because the old members of CSO are always checking you out and seeing if you're gonna perform at the next show..I can barely keep up..I'm being humbled i guess..humbled isn't quite right..it's more like feeling inferior, not feeling good enough..

haha, i dont need positive comments btw, like omg you're so good though! i'm alright. im just being honest how it is out there in oakland. i mean, this 17 year old is intimidating me...dude, its TOTALLy not all about bootyshaking..even that takes skillz yall, no joke..

DONT EVER MAKE FUN OF HIP HOP...>--<!! (angry face??)

yeah...i dunno, the choreo's tricky, the people are..well, competitive maybe? i just feel like we're out to get each other haha, cuz in the end, really..we're up against each other..YOU GOTTA BRING IT!!!!!!!!11

BRING IT........AHHHHHHHHHHHH

what if im too tired?? O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!